still silence radiates through the chaotic mess of my mind
an elusive miracle amidst the darkness confined
tick tock
tick tock
tick tock
a constant ticking of my heart; a clock? a bomb?
just ready to cause harm
i walk around the empty streets of my thoughts
bending
winding
twisting
as water slowly fills the wiring road of my brain
clogging the drains of my vocal chords
suffocating, causing overwhelming pain
shut down
goodbye
[1813 - 191017]
Monday, 20 November 2017
Tuesday, 21 March 2017
Spring Break
Spring Break...
just ended.
Yes, tragic story. So anyways, spring break is over and we are now in the second half of the semester.
WOW YAY
*sarcastic enthusiasm*
It felt like it was just yesterday I finished all my first midterms and next week I will be having the second one already. GREAT!
But whatever it is, I can't wait for summer break. HAHA. Can you believe that? Spring break was just over and here I am counting days for summer break xD. I guess, I just can't wait to go back home. GOD I MISS THE FOOD. Not to say that I'm one to eat A LOT but just enough and I think I eat less here 'cause:
1) not much halal food available but enough I guess, alhamdulillah
2) nak makan, g masak sendiri...
3) and unfortunately, I masak tak sedap so nasib la kan :')
So I can't wait to go back and eat as much as I want. But apart from that I miss my family. And take note that I don't say this often. But really.
Everything is good here, alhamdulillah. I am doing great and it's nice here to be honest. I love how I'm in sync with the flow, how everything is in rhythm. I don't know how to explain it, but it's just... good. Studies are fine, or maybe at least this semester 'cause I purposely didn't take any classes involving speaking in class or whatnot xD. Terrible, I know. I just thought I deserve a silent and calm semester after last fall, with rhetoric class, oh god. But I'm glad that's over. The other "talking" class, as I call it, that I have to endure next is literature interpretation. Honestly, I'm fine with talking as long as it's something I like and understand and like to talk about. So I'm really hoping to take the class about post-apocalypse or utopia or something like that. But we'll see I guess.
Sooo I suppose that's all I have to tell. I mean, there's nothing much just that everything's good alhamdulillah.
Until next time then.
- Anis
just ended.
Yes, tragic story. So anyways, spring break is over and we are now in the second half of the semester.
WOW YAY
*sarcastic enthusiasm*
It felt like it was just yesterday I finished all my first midterms and next week I will be having the second one already. GREAT!
But whatever it is, I can't wait for summer break. HAHA. Can you believe that? Spring break was just over and here I am counting days for summer break xD. I guess, I just can't wait to go back home. GOD I MISS THE FOOD. Not to say that I'm one to eat A LOT but just enough and I think I eat less here 'cause:
1) not much halal food available but enough I guess, alhamdulillah
2) nak makan, g masak sendiri...
3) and unfortunately, I masak tak sedap so nasib la kan :')
So I can't wait to go back and eat as much as I want. But apart from that I miss my family. And take note that I don't say this often. But really.
Everything is good here, alhamdulillah. I am doing great and it's nice here to be honest. I love how I'm in sync with the flow, how everything is in rhythm. I don't know how to explain it, but it's just... good. Studies are fine, or maybe at least this semester 'cause I purposely didn't take any classes involving speaking in class or whatnot xD. Terrible, I know. I just thought I deserve a silent and calm semester after last fall, with rhetoric class, oh god. But I'm glad that's over. The other "talking" class, as I call it, that I have to endure next is literature interpretation. Honestly, I'm fine with talking as long as it's something I like and understand and like to talk about. So I'm really hoping to take the class about post-apocalypse or utopia or something like that. But we'll see I guess.
Sooo I suppose that's all I have to tell. I mean, there's nothing much just that everything's good alhamdulillah.
Until next time then.
- Anis
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