i can't

sometimes i try
not that i don't
but i do
and it's difficult for me
i'm not asking
for much

i'll admit
i'm not much of it either
and i'm sorry
i'd like to say
thank you
but i'm also sorry
i'm just sorry for everything

i do feel guilty
honestly
i always do
and that's just the problem
i'm no good
in stuffs like this
i just can't

aiha