strong

she fell for him
she fell for his kind and polite ways
she fell for his humbleness
she fell for his smart ways
she fell for him
hoping that he's the right guy

and he fell for her

but not everything is perfect
after their third child
he started to change
he is no longer his old self
he changed into someone he's not
he started yelling
he started shouting
he started hurting

she cried thinking of him

she doesn't have anyone to talk to
she doesn't have anyone to share stories with
she feels vulnerable
she feels insecure
she feels lonely
she's sad for not having anyone
she just needs someone who could hear all her stories
she faced too much
and kept it all by herself
she's just in need of someone who could accept her
accept her opinions
she's sad
and angry
and hurt
all at the same time

but she's strong

she tries to stay strong
and patient
for as long as she could

but God knows till when

aiha