At times we could really get carried away easily with all this love crap, am I right? Relationship goals and bla bla bla. Idon't know but have you experienced the aftermath of no longer having a crush on someone? Like as if all the feelings were gone? Whatever, but anyway, I guess I'm experiencing that. Honestly, it feels weird.
I mean, just imagine, sebelum ni even by the thought of the person tu pun dah macam apa, but now, you feel absolutely nothing. Empty. Kosong tau? Kosong.
I mean, don't get me wrong. I'm enjoying it, thank you very much. In fact, I really wish that I won't be dealing with all this crush love crap anymore. I'm tired of it and I no longer want to have all those feelings and stuff. Serious lagi tenang bila tak ada crush segala bagi ni. But the problem is when you have a feeling that the person somehow KNEW that you LIKED them and does not KNOW that you USED to like them.
Oh my god please. I promised myself I won't be writing about all this shit again. But seems like I just have to.
Anyway, so you no longer like this person. But this person keeps on talking and shall I say, disturbing you. And if possible, you just feel like shutting him down..... In a polite way of course -,-
But then again, you feel bad about it. Rasa bersalah sebab dia baik tapi ugh you just can't get rid of the feeling yang nak tutup je ah.
So I'm currently frustrated 'cause I just want a normal life. I've had enough with him before. I sure don't need anymore of him. Honestly. I'm sorry.
anis.
I mean, just imagine, sebelum ni even by the thought of the person tu pun dah macam apa, but now, you feel absolutely nothing. Empty. Kosong tau? Kosong.
I mean, don't get me wrong. I'm enjoying it, thank you very much. In fact, I really wish that I won't be dealing with all this crush love crap anymore. I'm tired of it and I no longer want to have all those feelings and stuff. Serious lagi tenang bila tak ada crush segala bagi ni. But the problem is when you have a feeling that the person somehow KNEW that you LIKED them and does not KNOW that you USED to like them.
Oh my god please. I promised myself I won't be writing about all this shit again. But seems like I just have to.
Anyway, so you no longer like this person. But this person keeps on talking and shall I say, disturbing you. And if possible, you just feel like shutting him down..... In a polite way of course -,-
But then again, you feel bad about it. Rasa bersalah sebab dia baik tapi ugh you just can't get rid of the feeling yang nak tutup je ah.
So I'm currently frustrated 'cause I just want a normal life. I've had enough with him before. I sure don't need anymore of him. Honestly. I'm sorry.
anis.
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